Seeking and Finding the Truth

And I tell you, ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks it will be opened.

Luke 11:9-10

Searching scripture is quite a learning process. Some are content with never opening a Bible and just learning what they can from a verse of scripture a week in a half hour sermon. Other people read the Bible and have their questions answered by the commentary at the bottom of the page. I did this with a New King James study Bible. I would try to make sense of what I heard in a sermon with what I read. When it didn’t make sense I would read the commentary at the bottom of the page.

One day I started to wonder, “Who wrote this commentary? What is there belief system, and what makes them correct?” This is a valid question. For example, if a person reads a Scofield study Bible, the notes will lead them to a dispensationalism view of scripture. Scofield taught there were different ages, such as the age of the law and the age of grace. Other study Bibles may present a different bias. These are man’s opinions, and therefore subject to error. It is also why teachings in various churches do not always agree with scripture and commentaries. It is easy to view scripture only from the lense of one’s pastor, favourite teacher or study Bible, but then it forces one to skip scripture that doesn’t fit, or do mental gymnastics to make it work. This is hard to do for an honest person searching for truth.

Once a person realizes the commentary in their Bible is only as good as the person who wrote it, the search starts for better commentaries, different commentaries, and old commentaries. Some of the best commentaries on scripture are from the early church fathers. There are many great writings from the second to fifth centuries. It is easy to see the belief systems change from a commandment following, hunted, monotheistic sect, to a trinitarian, philosophical, war machine, better known as the Holy Roman Empire. It also becomes clear that many of the early church fathers were anti-Semitic.

John Chrysostom, a fifth century church father, laments about people in the church observing the feast days of the creator in Against the Jews Homily I.

what am I to do? Another very serious illness calls for any cure my words can bring, an illness which has become implanted in the body of the Church. We must first root this ailment out and then take thought for matters outside; we must first cure our own and then be concerned for others who are strangers.
(5) What is this disease? The festivals of the pitiful and miserable Jews are soon to march upon us one after the other and in quick succession: the feast of Trumpets, the feast of Tabernacles, the fasts. There are many in our ranks who say they think as we do. Yet some of these are going to watch the festivals and others will join the Jews in keeping their feasts and observing their fasts. I wish to drive this perverse custom from the Church right now. My homilies against the Anomians can be put off to another time, and the postponement would cause no harm. But now that the Jewish festivals are close by and at the very door, if I should fail to cure those who are sick with the Judaizing disease. I am afraid that, because of their ill-suited association and deep ignorance, some Christians may partake in the Jews’ transgressions; once they have done so, I fear my homilies on these transgressions will be in vain. For if they hear no word from me today, they will then join the Jews in their fasts; once they have committed this sin it will be useless for me to apply the remedy.”

The next issue comes from the Bible translations themselves. Where did they come from? Which is the best? Why are there missing books in some translations? This is where the Strong’s concordance comes into play. Strong’s is a system where each Greek and Hebrew word is numbered so the translation of the English word that is used can be compared to the original language. After a while it is apparent that the bias of Strong is in his concordance. Thayer follows suit. The translated words and phrases are stuck in the 19th century, not the fifth century BCE or the first century CE. They are still very useful, just biased. In other words, we should be looking for what the Greek word meant to its first century audience, not how we understood it, made it fit our theology or translated it in the 19th century.

At some point, the Bible student will learn about the Nikkud. These are the vowel points added to the Hebrew text by the Masoretic Jews. For example, the word for Adam is spelled Aleph, Dalet, Mem. Depending on the added vowel points, the word could be Adam, Edom, or Adom, meaning red. I am sure the Masorites that added the vowel points had good intentions, but it does lock in words to specific meanings to their biases. So in places that speak of Edom, it could be speaking of Adam, meaning mankind, although I know of no specific instance.

The good news is that if a person seeks God with all their heart, He will answer.

Mat 7:7 “Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.
Mat 7:8 For everyone who asks receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks it will be opened.

God showed me the truth of scripture. It is truth and can be found anywhere in the torah, prophets, writings, gospels and epistles. It is one continuous stream of consciousness from God. Call it the Aleph Tav or the beginning to end, it is the Word, the Messiah, and He came in the flesh to tell us in person.

Joh 14:15 “If you love me, you will keep my commandments.
Joh 14:16 And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another Helper, to be with you forever,
Joh 14:17 even the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive, because it neither sees him nor knows him. You know him, for he dwells with you and will be in you.
Joh 14:18 “I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you.
Joh 14:19 Yet a little while and the world will see me no more, but you will see me. Because I live, you also will live.
Joh 14:20 In that day you will know that I am in my Father, and you in me, and I in you.
Joh 14:21 Whoever has my commandments and keeps them, he it is who loves me. And he who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I will love him and manifest myself to him.”
Joh 14:22 Judas (not Iscariot) said to him, “Lord, how is it that you will manifest yourself to us, and not to the world?”
Joh 14:23 Jesus answered him, “If anyone loves me, he will keep my word, and my Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our home with him.
Joh 14:24 Whoever does not love me does not keep my words. And the word that you hear is not mine but the Father’s who sent me.

It was not until I became obedient through faith that the scriptures were revealed to me. Scriptures that previously made no sense started jumping off the pages. I needed the whole journey to get to that place. I was steeped in dispensational doctrine from the time I was a child, where the commandments were “nailed to the cross”. It wasn’t until God challenged me to start keeping His commandments that I started to gain the understanding I was seeking. Even though I read it over and over again, I couldn’t see. Joh 14:15-17, “If you love me, you will keep my commandments. And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another Helper, to be with you forever, even the Spirit of truth”

Once I understood, it became a great burden to tell others. The parables all took on new meaning. I did not want to be the worthless servant who hid what he had, angering the Master.

Mat 25:24 He also who had received the one talent came forward, saying, ‘Master, I knew you to be a hard man, reaping where you did not sow, and gathering where you scattered no seed,
Mat 25:25 so I was afraid, and I went and hid your talent in the ground. Here, you have what is yours.’
Mat 25:26 But his master answered him, ‘You wicked and slothful servant! You knew that I reap where I have not sown and gather where I scattered no seed?
Mat 25:27 Then you ought to have invested my money with the bankers, and at my coming I should have received what was my own with interest.
Mat 25:28 So take the talent from him and give it to him who has the ten talents.
Mat 25:29 For to everyone who has will more be given, and he will have an abundance. But from the one who has not, even what he has will be taken away.
Mat 25:30 And cast the worthless servant into the outer darkness. In that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.’

No one wants to end up in the outer darkness, or see friends and family going there.

Lev 19:17 “‘You shall not hate your brother in your heart; you shall surely rebuke your fellow citizen, so that you do not incur sin along with him.
Lev 19:18 You shall not seek vengeance, and you shall not harbor a grudge against your fellow citizens; and you shall love your neighbor like yourself; I am Yahweh.

Previous blog posts:

Jesus: The Prophet Like Moses

Moses said, ‘The Lord God will raise up for you a prophet like me from your brothers. You will listen to him in everything that he says to you. And it will be that every soul who does not listen to that prophet will be destroyed utterly from the people.’ Acts 3:22–23 (LEB) Jesus, or…

Reasons for Christians to Celebrate Hanukkah

 They sacrificed to the demons, not God,to gods whom they had not known,new gods who came from recent times;their ancestors had not known them. Deuteronomy 32:17 (LEB) The Greeks set up Asherah poles and sacrificed a pig to Zeus in the temple of the God of Abraham on this day in 165 BCE. The Greek…

Dispensationalism Theology, Israel and You

 And you will say, ‘I will go up against a land of open country; I will come to the people being at rest in safety, all of them dwelling without a wall and crossbars and without doors, Ezekiel 38:11 (LEB) How is the theology of Dispensationalism related to the country of Israel? Dispensational theology teaches…

Prophecy Fulfilled; And It’s Not Good

 “Beware of false prophets who come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inside are ravenous wolves. You will recognize them by their fruits: they do not gather grapes from thorn bushes or figs from thistles, do they? Matthew 7:15–16 (LEB) When we speak about God’s instructions that He gave to mankind through ancient Israel, most…

Testing the Spirits

 And while he was still approaching, the demon threw him down and convulsed him. But Jesus rebuked the unclean spirit and healed the boy, and gave him back to his father. Luke 9:42 (LEB) What is the “Holy Spirit”? Trinity doctrines exist as attempts to explain the relationship between the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.…

Did Jesus Hate the Pharisees?

But as for the cowards and unbelievers and detestable persons and murderers and sexually immoral people and sorcerers and idolaters and all liars, their share is in the lake that burns with fire and sulphur, which is the second death. Revelation 21:8 (LEB) Jesus had some of his harshest criticism for the Pharisees. Does this…

Are We Really Robbing God or Just Getting Robbed?

All scripture is inspired by God and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, for training in righteousness,  in order that the person of God may be competent, equipped for every good work. 2 Timothy 3:16-17 (LEB) Having been raised in evangelical denominations in the United States, I became accustomed to hearing a sermon about…

I was Raised a Christian-Zionist Nationalist- and Left

And then many will be led into sin and will betray one another and will hate one another, and many false prophets will appear and will deceive many, and because lawlessness will increase, the love of many will grow cold. But the one who endures to the end—this person will be saved. And this gospel…

Choosing Your Sins Carefully in 2025

And I brought them out from the land of Egypt, and I brought them to the desert,  and I gave my statutes to them, and my regulations I made known to them, which, if a person does them, then he will live by them. And also my Sabbaths I gave to them to be a…

This is How it Works

Then Jesus said to him, “Put your sword back into its place! For all who take up the sword will die by the sword. Or do you think that I cannot call upon my Father, and he would put at my disposal at once more than twelve legions of angels? How then would the scriptures…

Today is the Day of Pentecost

Pentecost is a Greek term meaning “fifty”. Many churches are celebrating the day of Pentecost today, which in most cases is viewed as the start of the Church and the giving of the “Holy Ghost”. (This is, by the way, a terrible translation of the term Spirit of God.) However, Pentecost is the 50th day…

Imaginary Jesuses

Blessed are the ones who hunger and thirst for righteousness,because they will be satisfied. Matthew 5:6 (LEB) When Jesus delivered his famous sermon on the mount, one of his statements was “Blessed are the ones who hunger and thirst for righteousness, because they will be satisfied.” Unfortunately, we are not given the definition of righteousness…

Leave a comment